enterprising transient.

I want you to move to California for yourself,
I want you to find whatever your heart needs,
I want you to move to California for yourself, but not for me.

I want you to go out there and find somebody else,
I want him to treat you like I know he should,
I want you to find somebody new for yourself, if not for me.

all of the feelings that I know you never felt, 
and all of the simple words you never said, 
I want you to keep them like a secret to yourself, they’re not for me. 

I want you to wander silent past my outstretched arms, 
I want you to hide yourself from all I see, 
and though my heart will fight until its dying breath, you’re not for me.

California | Delta Spirit 

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My very amazing friend James sent this to me today, and to say it’s giving me all of the feels is an insurmountably huge understatement. I can’t cope with how much I love him for sharing this.